Some not-so-deep thoughts

"Do you ever have one of those days where nothing really monumental happens, but by the end of it you're left wondering if you are doing anything right or you're where you are supposed to be?"

"Once a week, at least."


That's pretty much the last 48 hours. On the one hand, it's very exciting to know that I will have some kind of stability (a job), but on the other, as in, the rest of my life, I have absolutely no idea if I'm going about it in the right way. There are probably a hundred little things I could be doing better, but for the bigger stuff, it feels like I'm just managing. That's not meant to be murky or vague, that's really how general I'm feeling. Truth be told, I don't do my best 100% of the time, and I could be doing a lot better in a lot of different areas. It's just tough to know where to start.

I'm a post-grad. This is normal, right? Right? It's supposed to be like this....for a little while.